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I married well, people said.
Good family, came from money, and then Julian: a self-made man, a company built from nothing. I'd done my part as the wife — taken care of the home, the meals, the logistics of his life — and for a while I really believed it would go on like that.
Then Victoria divorced.
The first missed anniversary was a work dinner, Julian said. Except when he finally got in at midnight, her text arrived less than a minute later: just dropping off the tie you left at the office, so sorry to bother you.
I let it go. He worked hard. I was home all day. It felt unfair to be suspicious.
But there was always something.
Our anniversary: Julian left me waiting alone at the restaurant because Victoria's landlord had shown up at her door. A sudden storm: he drove Victoria and Hannah home and left me and Lily stranded at a children's activity centre for two hours. Lily had a high fever — I spent the night in A&E unable to reach Julian on the phone, then walked past a private consultation room to find him inside with a team of specialists, all of them there for a scratch on Hannah's hand.
And after each one of these, a message from Victoria.
Hi Pearl, so sorry — Julian said not to tell you but he's moved me into one of his properties. Don't read anything into it.
Hi Pearl, so sorry — I got a bit dizzy and he drove me home. He'll be back soon.
Hi Pearl, so sorry — Julian panics when it comes to Hannah, I'll have a word with him.
Each one a little act of ceremony. Sorry to bother you. Look what I have.
I confronted Julian. At first he explained. Then he stopped.
"We've known each other since we were children. I help where I can."
Then: "You grew up with money. You don't understand what it's like to struggle. Can you try to have a little compassion?"
Then: "Stop taking it out on her. She's a single mother on her own. You're being nasty."
Then, when I couldn't get through to him no matter what I said: "Can't you manage your daughter? She's going to grow up to be a nightmare if you let her behave like this."
After each fight, Lily went quieter. Her nursery teacher pulled me aside one afternoon and asked if everything was all right at home.
The night I made up my mind was the company gala.
Julian told me he was staying late at the office. I'd been tired that week — sleeping heavily, losing track of things — and I genuinely forgot the gala was on.
Then I saw an Instagram post. A local account, someone at the event: Ashford Technologies CEO and his wife in matching black — this is what couple goals looks like.
The photo was Julian and Victoria, side by side at the podium, both of them smiling.
I called Julian six times. The seventh time, Victoria picked up.
"Pearl. Julian's a bit tied up. Anything I can help with?"
I asked her to put him on.
She laughed, soft and pleased with herself.
"You know I handle all his calls. There aren't any secrets between us."
Then: "You should have seen tonight, Pearl. So many people said I looked more like his wife than you ever did."
I was already pulling on my shoes before she finished the sentence.